Linguistics are the Devil

Somehow, I got my project typed. And somehow, i am two pages over the limit.

Why am I an over-achiever?

I actually don't think he's going to care. Its full of good stuff. i actually admitted in the closing paragraph that I could of done a better job collecting research and i failed to explore other sites. Hopefully, he will see that as a learning mistake and won't penalize me greatly for it. I tried really hard, and I think he'll see that.

But...i don't think I have ever felt this worried about turning in a paper/project in a long time...since my freshman year almost in Pimlott's class.

Perhaps its because Linguisitics, as hard as I try to make it work for me, isn't my thing. Its interesting...but I am not that good at applying concepts like what we learn. I just hope I did enough to merit a 3.0. If i can get that...its possible...faintly to get a 4.0 believe it or not..as long as I 4.0 the final. Even a 3.5 in this class would be awesome. nothing below that though...I would cry.

*sigh* I have worked hard on this and I feel I have learned nothing from it.

And that is what is depressing me most abou

t it. The fact I still feel like I know nothing...and that my research was futile.

grrr...why do I want to be an English major again?

only two more weeks, only two more weeks....

-allie-

some love would be welcomed...and appreciated.